A little about me

Here's a little "taste" of what I've been up to lately-

The “Cherry Creamsicle” recipe: 1 cup coconut water, 1/2 cup frozen cherries, 1/2 cup frozen blueberries, 1/2 cup whole milk plain yogurt, zest and juice of one lemon, four stalks kale, handful spinach, half an avocado and 1 small frozen banana. Place all ingredients in a blender and blend till smooth.

I love this smoothie so much right now! It's the perfect breakfast for the hottest summer I've ever experienced.

I've been reading this. It is excellent. I'm learning so much.

I've also been busy-busy chasing this little one around. She is so fun! And fearless, which is a little nerve-racking. I'm weaning her right now and it is definitely bittersweet. I think she'd like to go on nursing forever. I've become quite soft in my old age so maybe I'll just let her.
Just kidding.

I'm really excited for our trip to Utah for Janeen's wedding. Can't wait to see all our family and friends.

The Bennetts go to the beach

So we bought this,

and we drove it here (Coronado island),

and we let the good times roll.

We made this sweet memory,

and spent lots of time doing this.

We watched quite a few shows up here.

She loved being outside in this.

We took some walks and petted lots of dogs in this.

He was the muscle.

Big brother was the happiest I've seen him in a long time.

We ate at this yummy spot on our way of town,

and made a wish in the fountain.

His face was my wish come true.

Of course she came too. (Have I mentioned how much I love her?)

And it really was the perfect little trip!

These two

One of the reasons I fell in love with Bryson is because I knew he'd be a wonderful father. However, I can say without reservation that he has surpassed all my expectations in that regard and each of our children adore him. And I adore watching them adore him.

For Valentine's day back in 2012, Bry took Eleyna on a "special date". They were supposed to do it again this year but for one reason or another it got put off. Well, it finally happened this month and, once again,  it was a pretty epic event for Eleyna. She put on her favorite dress and the Rapunzel jewelry she got for her birthday and off they went. For the activity, Bry took her to look at motor homes since we were trying to find one to buy at the time. Afterwards, he took her to dinner at PF Chang's (also known as "Mulan's chinese") where she got to eat rice with chopsticks like on their first Valentine's date. Bry told me when he got home that she talked to him the entire dinner. On Father's day when I asked Eleyna what she loves about her dad she told me, "He takes me on special dates."

The following Sunday I walked out to the family room and was immediately scolded by Eleyna to be quiet because Dad was sleeping. She then proceeded to tell me that she had "tucked him in" with her favorite blanket and her stuffed animals. As she's whispering all of this to me I'm trying not to crack up because I know there's no way Bryson just slept through all that. And sure enough he opened his eyes, half exasperated, half laughing, so I had her snuggle in for a picture.

So glad she has him.

Just a few randoms

These pictures are all from about a month ago but I thought they were too cute not to post. The first one is of Hunter and the lovely Miss Sam. Sam is my sanity-saver. She mainly helps me take care of Hunter, but she helps with the other kids and my house too. I love her. And Hunter loves her too-check out that contented face.

My little-big girl had a blast at her friend birthday party. Eleyna's enthusiasm for life is contagious and gloriously apparent to all.

Kyser, Nash and Eisley are my kids' favorite people EVA and we had so much fun when they came to visit. I love this sweet picture of the cousins together in front of the (soon-to-be-completed) Gilbert temple.

At the start of the month, these two ward buddies headed off to basketball camp at Queen Creek HS. I'm not sure who was more excited to be (back) in a high school basketball gym, me or my daughter. She may or may not have a future in sports but she sure loved "winning" her medal

Thoughts on the interview with Elder and Sister Bowen

Recently, I listened to an episode of "Converations" on The Mormon Channel with Elder and Sister Bowen. You might remember his talk from conference last year on the death of his little boy who swallowed the chalk. In my own words, here's a brief summary of what he said as he spoke about that experience in the interview.

Where doubt and fear exist, faith can't exist. The adversary uses experiences like losing a child to crush faith and embitter us. We need to remember that everyone is fighting a hard battle and that some trials are more visible than others, so be kind to everyone.  The pain won't get better right away, but it can become sweet as you turn to the Lord. The only thing that's important in this life is our covenants, that's where the peace comes. Remember that sometimes you just have to cry. Keep an eternal perspective and remember that we have everything. There are things more terrible than physical death. It has no sting because of the Atonement of Christ.

This last part, however, is what really struck me. Elder Bowen said,

"Spiritual death is what will bring the sting and that's what we have to protect against. Satan would take the physical things that happen and try and destroy testimony and destroy hope."

I know that statement may seem elemental, but the profundity for me, in that moment, was powerful. Such a simple truth and yet it can be one of the most difficult things to remember in the midst of a trial that assaults our physical senses. I think that as an intelligent, capable, strong, but "natural" woman, I default to responding to difficulty with my physical resources. Unfortunately, my own emotional, physical and mental resources (a pittance in comparison to what God has to offer) are quickly depleted in the face of intense trial. I begin to suffer spiritually because invariably as I try-in vain-to do things on my own, I'm turning away from the Savior. The harder I try, the farther I feel from God. I believe this is generally when, from the depths of humility we turn back to Heavenly Father and physically and spiritually surrender our load, or Satan delivers the fatal blow to hope and testimony.

Final thought by Elder Wirthlin from his iconic conference talk, Come What May, and Love It.

"Sometimes the very moments that seem to overcome us with suffering are those that will ultimately suffer us to overcome."

Family update - Sunday edition

My little otter is now a seal!

To kick things off, this little beauty turned FIVE this week! She also advanced from her beginning level swim class to the next class up. She was so excited to ring the bell and have her teacher announce she was moving up. Afterwards, we went and got donuts and slushies from the QT to celebrate. I love how the simplest things make children feel special.

On her birthday we went to our first summer movie, "Mirror, Mirror", in the morning. Eleyna really liked it which I wasn't expecting since it isn't animated. Another sign she's growing up on me. We got lunch right there at the mall and then we went to Build-A-Bear. She picked a My Little Pony, Rainbow Dash to be precise. That night we did her birthday dinner (mac n' cheese) and birthday cake and presents. It was a fun day.

When Eleyna gets overloaded or really tired I end up with pictures like this where she can't focus long enough to look at the camera.

Thursday, on an impulse I got Hunter out of his wheelchair and laid him on the floor by Bria. I don't usually do this because I worry about her pulling out his feeding tube and the floor isn't too comfy for Hunter. She made a beeline for Hunter and started climbing on him and touching his face. It was really sweet for me to watch these two, my oldest and my baby, interact with each other. Hunter tolerated it in his patient way and actually fell asleep just laying on the floor after I'd taken baby away for her nap.

On Friday, Ty and Leigh came to town with their kiddos and it has been a party ever since! It is so fun to have visitors, especially cousins. Family is such a blessing.